14 06 2006

Ok, yeah things have been okay I guess, but pretty boring. I look horrible without my beard. I miss it. :(

I found that game by August that I’ve wanted to play. The Japanese title is 夜明け前より瑠色な. I translate it as “Bluer than before the Dawn, but in the game they call it Brighter than the Dawning Blue. I don’t know where they get brighter from out of that. All I know about the game is it’s about a princess from the moon comes to Earth for some reason. I’ve only played the prologue which I strangely understand what the hell they’re talking about aside from a few kanjis. Kanji wa tomodachi janaiyo. They’re making an anime of this game. I hope someone fansubs it.

Personally, I hate heroine characters and find myself liking the other characters more. Well minus Shiori from Tokimeki Memorial, but everyone likes Shiori. :) I think this game has a pretty appealing heroine. Unless shes some kind of tsuntsun (read: Stuck up bitch at first only to get soft hearted later). She didn’t seem like that so I dunno. She ends her sentences with ~わ  and  I like that.

I must admit that I don’t think there was ever a time I never sped threw a visual novel, but that will change soon enough.  I’m really looking forward to learning  about that freaking  -te form.

Japanese class is going allright. I’m not sure how I messed up the particle part on the last test when I got the parts on particles correct on the first page.  Neat to be writing in Japanese and all. Same with learning kanji.  I’ve been talking to Hayashi-sensei a few times after class because I  see  her eating her lunch outside.  She’s an interesting teacher.  She really likes to talk.  I suggested we celebrate Tanabata in class and she thought that  would be a good idea.  Class doesn’t run on a Friday though…

Tomorrow I have an oral quiz on things so I should probably get back to studying some of the vocab.

-Ja





10 06 2006

Took awhile but I have the lyrics of Crossing typed out now.

絶望でよかった、虚無だけを望んだ
約束と絆と、思い出と時間と
それだけが、乾く命を、潤す
きしむ心をやさしく、包み込む

世界と自身とを、わかつ壁は
人をかたどり閉じこめる檻
そしていつかは寂しさから手をのばし
優しく、傷つじけあって

消えてゆく世界をただ眺め続けた 
吐き出した悪意が、空に引き裂かれた
いつまでも、続く毎日、夢見て
いたむ心を抱えて、さまとった

たとえば孤独なら、傷つくのは
一人ぼっちの自分だけだと
そしていつかは寂しさから手をのばし
甘美な、回顧に揺れて

ざわめく
人の記憶
この空がなくなる
その日までは
生きていこう

世界と自身とを、交差させる
言葉、伝えるためのCHANNEL
そしていつかは寂しさから両手広げ
錆つく、世界を、抱いて